iim baQ iim baQ !! 

So sorry for not update d blog.. been bz this few weeks.. ders alot of thiings ii ve to settle..

&& Ders alot to share too.. ii can onii express my feeling over here.. *ngok laa yg mane iingat je ehk.. hehe *

Ders alot of problem iim faciing now.. family, werk & etc..bud dhe more stress ii had is about FAMILY.. ku hadapii dengan tabah.. walaupon kadang2 hati ini sungguh sediih.. bud ii try to make myself happy.. like nothiing happen.. juz give a smile bud iin d heart dere is tears..iits ok.. biiar org buat kiite jangan kiite buat org.. :) now ii jus do my own thiings.. da bes keje terus balik.. haaa my routiine everyday.. da mls nk ambiik tahu haL niie smua.. ade family takde family idop aku sama je..aku da banyak tolong so pandai2 la pk kan lau ade OTAK  :) ok ok

Lets Forget about that..banyak pk makin sakit hati la plak kan.. :)

At last ii met my ladiies.. and thanks to those whu make me smile and laugh back.. we had dinner togather at Hei sushii.. haha aLthough ii dont liike sushi dat much bud at least i wont dissapoint my ladiies, im still come down and joiin dem.. i miss dem aLready.. i miss sarah casanova dhe most coz we r not going to werk in one roof anymore.. we go seperate way already, as they will be handle by new AM.. :'(

Hope our frenshiip will stay forever and ever.. dont forget me ok.. same as Ct & Sue :) i miss eu aLL.. 

SO SAD !! as my Fb cant see anythiing.. ii cant even save anyphoto from FB !! YYYY !!! FB da makin mepek nowadaes.. huhu

&& Ok ii lookiing forwerd to meet my lil brO yan !! bud dont noe wen.. must see both sche and fyne one suitable date for US to spend togather !! wakakakaka *jokiing* its aLmost 4 years we never meet each other.. aww lame tu.. haha and ii hope sister and brother will meet each other.soon realli reali soon... * update me ok cute boii ;) *

Ders alot to share bud im too tiired to type.. hahaha.. && ya Dont Forget to Come down to Tampines MRT on 16th & 17th July 2011..Its a Flea Market..ii and two of my frens will be dere.. wanna noe wat we sell.. ?? Come down and lookk lookk seee see.. haha we will be dere at 4pm to 10pm.. FREE bag will be given to those 50 early biirds and to those whu spend $50/- and above.. 

What eu waiitiing for..Come Down &&  SUPPORT us.. A'shadieeyah Gallery.... :) <3

TiLL here den 

Lots luv

Zee

Fiirst of aLL ii wanna wiish Selamat Pengantiin Baru to my abg sedara Abg Yazid and his Wife kak Fizah..semoga mahliigaii yg diibiina akan kekaL diiakhiir hayat.. amiin..

Such a Grand Wedding among our FamiLy (mother) siides.. pengantiin dijunjung and escort by a Harley Davidson Clans.. wow.. realii grand wedding..

I miiss my brother.. haha adeQ angkat je.. he stiLL serviing N.S now and goiing to be fiiniish on september.. he such a cute guy and humble.. known him from cyber chat.. and we keep iin tOuch tiiL now.. aLhamdulillah aLthough he liike chipsmore and hope we wont seperate agaiin.. haha * remember that lil brO *

   

                                                  

ii found diis old old neopriint wen iim cleariing my drawer and ii found thiis.. hehe.. aLot of memoriies.. see me and my ex neopriint.. it iis our fiirst and last neopriint taken.. :')

past iis past move on and open a new book and chapter.. :)

Lots Luv
Zee ♥

iim baQ.. as usuaL will type at my one & only diiary whiich iis my blog.. :)

Remember thiis piic?? Yes Yes Yes.. ii miss my bestiie  !! miss dhe moment we go out togather.. kara-okiing.. haaaa.. ii dont noe how ii and bbyiinfinity get close actually.. coz we didnt communicate that much.. aLwaes saw at eshun interchange and we juz smiile at each other.. stiLL remember that bestiie? haaaa and now we Close Togather.,... ii luv eu baby.. :)

And yes, at last ii get to watched KL Gangster.. Thanks to GF Sheena accompany me to Rex Cinema to watched that moviie..sampai sesat2 kiite niie.. hahaha 

Ders alot of moviies in my liist that ii wanna to watch bud tyming for myself iis not dere.. haiiz.. werkiing liike tomoorrow iim gettiing married.. hahah.. 

25th June iis dhe day.. wat izzit? onii myself noe.. :') 

Nothiing much to update actually.. iim lookiing forwerd to go USS soon.. wen wen wen.. ahyO... !!

Lots Luv

Zee ♥

Yesterday (tuesday) not a gud day for me.. and summore get a bad news.. realii hate yesterday.. & today im so energetiic.. Oh weLL ii shuld thank to one and only driink Mr Brown.. hehe :) eu make me fresh every morniing.. haha

I miis dose tyme wen iim on traiiniing at Old Police Academy on 2008 for 7 weeks..and its was my Birthday wen ii step iin dhe camp.. *sediih bdae dalam camp* da tak kenaL sesiiape poN.. hahah ...and dhe best thiings iis its was raiiniing season.. so we sleep eat sleep eat for few daes... hahaha.. wen we start our first training our muscle and body aLL paiin..:(

Everyday wakeup iin dhe morniing for morniing exerciise..study Law..Ippt.. drilliing.. shootiing.. awww realii miss dose tyme.. at least ii experiience iit although angan2 nk jadi Poliice.. haha skola tak tinggi kan.. masok cisco jadi laa.. bud ii onii serve for 1 year.. iikot kan prasaan sgt.. da kene bayar aliik.. dulu batu besar ade duduk atas kepale niie.. hahaha.. taknak dgr nasehat org tua.. ikot kan kata hati.. kan menyesal.. haha

Oh ya.. ii stiLL remember that ii faiil my Law.. awwww dats difficult.. buku da la tebal.. hari2 tdo lambat gara2 blajar law..  haha tiLL ii continue 3 or 4 more weeks iinsiide dhe camp and Joiin another squad.. aLL because ii faiL law 3 tymes.. :( bud at last ii pass my law and went to PLD and get SDB as my post.. :)

&&& not forget wen we first tyme step iin dhe classroom all liike first tyme mummy send to school.. aLL quiiet.. suddenly.. one of the iincharged wen iin and iintroduce himself.. hahahah.. we get a very fiierce SSGT..* smua kecut wen he say  " WeLcome To The Hell" we liike OMG!! Die Laaa !! bud after few weeks traiiniing we liike one biig family.. :) ii realii miss dose tyme.. :')

Thanks to Anie ( Creamyani Fouet ) for dhe piics... and ii was laff wen ii see dhe piic.. wif my shOrt haiir.. haha cam budak decent nonsense.. * mmg decent pon dlm camp je* hahaha

 

My Squad Mate.. if eu aLL see properly our squad mostly iis Malay.. :) Sargent pon melayu.. LOL

 ii miiss dhe gaLs.. thiis iis wen P.O.P tyme.. :)

 Yeah tomorrow Moviie Date wiif GF Sheena.. wanna watch KL Gangster.. woohooo cant waiit.. hahaha 

 tiLL here den 

Lots Luv 

Zee ♥

iim baQ !!..

Soriie for nOt update for few daes.. as usuaL.. bz wiif werk.. been doiing 4 straiight fuLL shiift.. * mahu patah pinggang aku* haaa bud its over at last and yesterday was my OFF day.. bud one dae off iits nOt enuff for me.. at least hmmm 3 daes? hahaaaa..

So yesterday iits FAMILY day's.. all not werkiing slackiing at home.. haha include my sis.. haha peliik plak smlm diier tak kluar.. selalu weekends kluar.. ade je planniing diier.. smlm plak slack pat umah... one whole day depan lappy diier.. 

Siince OFF day ii woke up at 4pm.. * btoL2 nye rembat.. balas dendam * pas mandii mkn tdo baliik sampaii kuL 9pm.. bangun tgk twiiliight.. haha niice moviie.. edward cullen *melt* haha

Fastiing month comiing soon and ii ve not prepare for my Hari Raya Clothes.. haha * puasa blom baju raya nk survey* too late aLready for tempah.. sO planniing belii je.. * hope ii can use 'M' or 'L' thiis tyme round.. aL maklum laa berat badan ade turun sikit.. aLhamdulillah.. :).. mum & dad early2 aLready tempah w/o us noeiing iit.. * takot nampak suruh bayar* haha

So thiis year will be weariing grey kebaya.. * kebaya seii da lame pe tak kaii * haha & this year is my 2nd year celebratiing raya iin single liife.. ;)

&&& ii cant waiit for ice cream buffet wif my gaLsss.. Sue, Ct & Sara.. nOt forget lil aiin.. * nk jugak mkn ice cream * iii miiss hang around wif my gaLs.. cam~whOriing & Gossiip-iing.. opps !! hahaha

aLready set dhe date.. & iim waiitiing for dhe day to come.. haaa..

 

ii miss my GALS !!

Today Monday Blues.. nO mOOd to werk.. bud iin dhe end ii and my staff nadiia do planogram.. * niiat hatii taknak buat keje at last keje jalan jugak * haha & alhamdulillah we managed to fiiniish iit on tyme.. & oo deciided to went home early today.. wanna ve early sleep later and tomorrow one whole day werkiing.. 

ii miss my buddy.. siince he aLready ve gaLfren aku pon diier lupe.. * jangan kerana ciinta kwn dibuang/dilketepikan.. kalau ade masalah sape yg akan cariik??? * darii siitu kene pikir.. :) 

KL Gangster aLready out.. wen ii wanna watch iit?? haiiz keje tak abes.. no liife pe aku.. tsk tsk tsk.. !!

Ok tiLL here den.. takiing care ppls

Lots luv

Zee ♥

Monday Blues.. as usuaL every of my frens will face it wen its come Monday.. aLl lazy to go to werk/school and etc.. hehe

As for me my monday is at home..im takiing my PH today..  accompany mummy to do sum stuff iin dhe morniing and went baQ home to continue my sleep.. its raiining summore..ii liioke.. heheh

Its been more then a months i dont sleep dat weLL.. not enuff sleep etc due to sumthiing.. ii ve to get iit a.s.a.p its sufferiing me.. i dont wiish thiis thiings stay wiif me any longer.. 

Lovely grandma cooked nasi lemak.. its so deliciious wen eat wif sambal prawn yummy... 

In dhe eveniing wen to chong pang store to do stock take.. end quite early today..startiing tomorrow will be buziest dae for me.. ve to clear this and that.. and yes ii realii need an energy.. so ii realii need my MR BROWN badLy.. haha

As today ii dont take that my body feel weak and my head iis spiinniing.. haha

so im iin caffeine addicted now..haha

im off to bed now.. my head iis killing me.. gud nitte lovely.. 

i miss sumone name I . B . I :) ♥

Lots Luv

Zee ♥

 

Thanks GF Sheena For Edit this picc.. niice uh.. hehe

Day : Sunday

Date : 05.06.2011

Its 5th of JUNE..and its our 6 years 2 months ( if we stiLL tOgether).. ok actually im not supposed to remember thiis date coz its goiing to 2 years we apart..  bud itts came across to my miind suddenLy wen ii heard our song "ciinta tragika" at radiio while ii was about to sleep yesterday.. and ii took my hp and see dhe date.. its 5th.. aLthough we are not together anymOre.. dhe date is stiLL wiif me.. and wen at shikin's wedding one of my fren ask y eu and him not together.. and ii juz smiled and ii ans.. " da takde jodoh.. " 

Drop a topiic about that.. 

its raiiniing iin dhe morniing juz now wen im was about to go to werk.. aLthough its sunday, im njoyiing werkiing today.. Thanks GOD for dhe rain and today aLL my custOmer hati banyak baiik..hehe..

After werk ii tot of goiing to kampung melayu to watch my fav show kuda kepang..then change my miind not goiing and wanna spend at home wiif family.. its family day.. y must ii go out siince ii noe everyone is at home include my both lovely grandparents.. :) 

So, ii called mum to ask dad to fetch me and go to East Coast Lagoon to get BBQ chicken.. hehe

First, daddy dont want siince ii sae Its on ME.. so dad agree to go.. haha

So ii bought satay for grandparents, BBQ chiicken and nasi goreng kampong for dad..and all its on ME.. 

im happy wen we reach home we eat together as one family.... at last ii feel my family day on sunday.. :) aLhamdulillah.. 

Tomorrow, im takiing my PH.. ii wanna rest my body..sleep a biit longer.. and after that accompany mummy to do sum stuff.. and in dhe eveniing wen to chong pang for stock take..

ii wanna share two of my favouriite this song that aLwaes play iin my miind.. first song is "jangan sakiti aku lagi" that eu hear from my blog now.. niice and sad song.. and one more song that ii heard yesterday .. d song called " di saat aku menciintaiimu " seen dhe vdeo below.. :)

 " Di saat aku menciintaiimu "

Lots Luv

Zee ♥

Fiirst of aLL ii wanna to Congrats & wiish SeLamat Pengantin Baru To my Gorgeous GF NuruLashikin's (ikin) & Husband Hazmi's (mimi).. semoga mahliigaii yg diibiina akan berkekalan hiingga ke akhiir hayat.. amiin

At last today is my OFF day.. get sum rest at home whiile waiitiing my GF sheena end her werk at 12pm..

Goiing out at 230pm and meet gf at eshun mrt statiion and off to sunplaza to send my documents before headiing to nee soon south cc for ikin's wedding..

Kamaliah fetch us at eshun mrt and went to CC together.. GF Ikin's look gorgeous.. she wore so called a chiinese wedding costume.. she look great.. and this is her first tyme make up & oso her first henna on her hands.. haha..

And yes iim happy too.. a wiide smiile on my face coz ii met agaiin my secondary school frens baQ like sheena , kamaliah , Caeserin permata & Amirah..aLL grown up and each of them look so pretty..as usuaL cam~whoriing together and took alots of piics.. :) i miss dem aLready.. theres alot to share together.. and its wiLL next meet up session maybe.. insyallah..

So whu wiLL be next after this.. ??

 

     

Lots Luv

Zee ♥

Its a month of JUNE aLready and iits suppose to be meaniingfuL JUNE for me bud its just a DREAM.. * dream not come true* weLL its ok den.. im ok wif iit.. ii thiink itts nOt dhe riight tyme..life has to move on.. :)

A new month ii hope ii can change for dhe better of my liife.. aLhamdulillah now ii can walk by my own w/o anybody help.. *boiifren*.. Changiing for urself not for others.. eu noe urself better than others.. they oni can sae bud eu are dhe one ve to show dem dat eu can do iit.. YES .. its not easy to change immediately.. its take tymes..

Been a year thiis heart been hurt by guy.. ii thiink im stoppiing myself from haviing any boiifren from now on..tiLL wen? tiLL sumone is siincere to take thiis heart togather wif him for dhe rest if hiis liife *insyallah*  

Thanks to aLL my Lovely frens whu encOurage / advice me to move on wiif my liife.. and ii realiise w/o guys iin ur liife its not d end of ur liife.. move on is dhe better way..bz urself so dat eu wont remember those memoriies..

Its Career is most IMPORTANT things in liife.. w/o career eu go no way.. saviing.. financiial is dhe most main thiings in liife..nO money eu cant survive as eu aLL noe nothing is FREE.. aLL wif MONEY.. !! ii ve been bz wif my work tiLl ii ve no tyme wif my frens & expeciially my PARENTS.. aLmost everytyme im not at home.. go out morniing goiing home at niite.. aduh !! tyme untuk rehat pon tyming da tonggang langgang.. aduh !!

aLL ii need Now is HOLIDAY.. ii niid a HOLIDAY for myself.. i ve seen frens goiing to phuket.. balii.. YES iim jealous.. awww wen is my turn..?? :(

my body niid rest.. my miind niid rest...

wen ii siit alone and thiink its almost a same wen ii werk in uniiform group before.. werkiing 12 hours everyday..haha da sudah zee.. nasii da jadii bubur da.. :) 

3 years werkiing iin Retaiil Line.. so goiing to fiind new job?? haha job huntiing oso... rezekii lom ade.. kesabaran mestii ade.. jangan PUTUS ASA.. 

My mum aLwaes remind me thiis everyday.. and yes iin liife eu wont get things easiily.. BERUSAHA mestii ade.. and mindset aLwaes be POSITIVE.. throw aLL my NEGATIVE thought.. hehe 

Mummy aLwaes sae im easily like to Give up.. change change change zee... 90/10 :) 

And today 04.06.2011 my Soulmate NuruLashikin's wedding.. 

Selamat Pengantin Baru sayang.. Semoga mahliigai yg dibina akan berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat dan ke anak cucu.. amiin amiin.. wiLL meet aLL my secondary frens at shikin's wedding later.. & ya ii stiLL no idea wat to wear Later.. argghh !! haaaa..

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Lots Luv

zee ♥