Its a month of JUNE aLready and iits suppose to be meaniingfuL JUNE for me bud its just a DREAM.. * dream not come true* weLL its ok den.. im ok wif iit.. ii thiink itts nOt dhe riight tyme..life has to move on.. :)

A new month ii hope ii can change for dhe better of my liife.. aLhamdulillah now ii can walk by my own w/o anybody help.. *boiifren*.. Changiing for urself not for others.. eu noe urself better than others.. they oni can sae bud eu are dhe one ve to show dem dat eu can do iit.. YES .. its not easy to change immediately.. its take tymes..

Been a year thiis heart been hurt by guy.. ii thiink im stoppiing myself from haviing any boiifren from now on..tiLL wen? tiLL sumone is siincere to take thiis heart togather wif him for dhe rest if hiis liife *insyallah*  

Thanks to aLL my Lovely frens whu encOurage / advice me to move on wiif my liife.. and ii realiise w/o guys iin ur liife its not d end of ur liife.. move on is dhe better way..bz urself so dat eu wont remember those memoriies..

Its Career is most IMPORTANT things in liife.. w/o career eu go no way.. saviing.. financiial is dhe most main thiings in liife..nO money eu cant survive as eu aLL noe nothing is FREE.. aLL wif MONEY.. !! ii ve been bz wif my work tiLl ii ve no tyme wif my frens & expeciially my PARENTS.. aLmost everytyme im not at home.. go out morniing goiing home at niite.. aduh !! tyme untuk rehat pon tyming da tonggang langgang.. aduh !!

aLL ii need Now is HOLIDAY.. ii niid a HOLIDAY for myself.. i ve seen frens goiing to phuket.. balii.. YES iim jealous.. awww wen is my turn..?? :(

my body niid rest.. my miind niid rest...

wen ii siit alone and thiink its almost a same wen ii werk in uniiform group before.. werkiing 12 hours everyday..haha da sudah zee.. nasii da jadii bubur da.. :) 

3 years werkiing iin Retaiil Line.. so goiing to fiind new job?? haha job huntiing oso... rezekii lom ade.. kesabaran mestii ade.. jangan PUTUS ASA.. 

My mum aLwaes remind me thiis everyday.. and yes iin liife eu wont get things easiily.. BERUSAHA mestii ade.. and mindset aLwaes be POSITIVE.. throw aLL my NEGATIVE thought.. hehe 

Mummy aLwaes sae im easily like to Give up.. change change change zee... 90/10 :) 

And today 04.06.2011 my Soulmate NuruLashikin's wedding.. 

Selamat Pengantin Baru sayang.. Semoga mahliigai yg dibina akan berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat dan ke anak cucu.. amiin amiin.. wiLL meet aLL my secondary frens at shikin's wedding later.. & ya ii stiLL no idea wat to wear Later.. argghh !! haaaa..

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zee ♥